Saturday, April 11, 2009

Butterfly........

Sigh..where should i start?? I dono is she suspect of me having another affair with other girls...but the reality is that im not...im loyal to a person only..but everytime i told her this she will start to ignore it and said that its just a lie..well i think the degree of her trust towards me is fading...Sometimes she will just start to changed her entire mood from happy into moody and she will just start to ignore me at all...i realise that my temper is getting bad..sometimes because of that i start to ram my car as hard as i can..i just want to release it...becuase of her my mood start to get distracted..i breathhless..but i cannot stand it sometimes....she just keep on doing it to me...trying to outburst me..mybe that was just from my point of view....this thing keep happen for a few months....i just cant stand it...its really suffer...she kept to end our relationship...well for me i just cannot accept it....i dont want to focus on other gals...its pointless to find another one...u think its easy to establish a relationship? u said it from the start...bertolak ansur...so where is it now?? did u showed it to me? she kept said that i always keep contact with gals..well did i?? i always called her to check my phone or anything related to it but she just refuse but she just keep suspect at me..i feel the pressure...well she just dint think of herself....check ur friendster and see how many guys try to approach you...but why dont u think about it? why u just keep on focused on me?? ur fren wanna buy phone u ask my opinion...so u said there is no guys in ur life? whatever u do u just kept it away from me...many people secretly msg u but u kept it away from me..what u expect? i know i wont force you so u think u just can step on me?i just borrow notes from my classmate...even that problem u start to ignore me and become moodless? or mybe i mistaken something? i think i did not....i just dono what is happening to you...

well...all my friends out there...if u realise that my mood sometimes change u wil know what happen to me rite?? if it is correct pls leave comment on here to let her know that im not this type of people..im getting frustrated...my final is around the corner...its enough for me...im tired...but i just wont let u go...its not im selfish...but its that i love u so much...

4.55pm

14 comments:

  1. Brother !! when i c you wit moody face, 4 sure i noe smtg happen to u with ur gf...
    For me, i think tat u really care of her, if nt u won be sad bcoz of her ...
    wish u all the best !

    Feng's Gf :
    hmm....Feng is a loyal man i think ! He is good, grab him tight tight... to built a relationship is nt easy... can find a good bf lagi hard ....hope u will appreciate him...
    we [ his classmate ] hope that he can smile everyday from the bottom of his heart !!
    I hope everything will be fine.. ^^

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  2. I can swear that Feng's truly a loyal guy!

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  3. dude...
    why things goin on so bad?
    u need anythg tell me ya.
    if u love her juz go for it no matter wat. dun gv up!
    btw, when moody pls dun go drive madly k?
    u cant win me la! kaka... jkjk...
    take care.

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  4. It doesn't matter of how people view you.
    Thousand of comments won't changed.
    It's about how she viewed you since the very beginning.
    In the end. She will be acknowledged.
    Who are the one, who willing to give out everything . Yes , everything for her.
    All the best. Bro.

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  5. To your gf:
    Trust is really something important in a relationship, and i saw fong personal message, and i knew that he wont cheat on u. i din say i berpihak to him, bcoz there is no right or wrong, its juz human nature. mayb u feel insecure. if u fought, it normal. u also have ego and he also have ego. both of u should lower down on it. think back, juz have a normal date, enjoy it. figthing is a normal things for couple. but if both of u manage to go through this together, mayb u will realise that both are u belongs to each other.



    to fong:
    Hey Bro, always look at he eyes and say that how much u loves her, that u appreciate her. Let she look at your eyes, and one day, she will notice u seriousness.

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  6. im Fong's GF,
    to some of his frens,
    i not very know him well,but im sure i know him more than u all after with him.
    So i ll know him loyal o not.
    And i Being Lied or not.

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  7. Anyway,who din get in d situation won't know what was that feeling.

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  8. hai... im 1 of fong's fren since many years.. i noe fong quite long dy but not dare to say tat im noe him better than u all.. but for those who jz noe him tak sampai 1 year, pls keep ur mouth shut up n dun b too kp about their relationship.. no1 will understand the truth better than her gf ok! and especially for those gal tat MIGHT try to 'kao' fong, pls stay away n keep ur ass away frm them.. dun try to make their relationship more complicated... and for fong, try to understand more about ur gf,know wat is her need n respect her.! look deeply wat she had done 4 u!to built a relationship is not easy, but to keep it is more harder...

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  9. Regard to who commented just above

    I could see you might have a very intricate and pathetic childhood in a result of without a trace of respectful attitudes towards other people.

    AS IF, you couldn't read or what? Read again his last paragraph, he wants us to voice out!
    Yeahhh right,stop kp and you are here kp-ing?!

    And,for YOU that claimed as his friend for YEARS. It is rather ignominious to know that having you not even realizing that what you have wrote might provoke some hard feelings in Feng.

    Last. A good relationship will not be influenced no matter how. Only between it, something goes off the way. Thinking how to fix the extrinsic factors? Fix your own first.

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  10. To who sent d comment for me?
    not all d words r for Feng.
    d Extrinsic factors that u said i really dono is wat?can u state it specific?
    what do u know about me?did u know me well?
    do u really know what's really going on?
    Im really weird who r u to involve in while on the other hand u don't know d real thing?
    Don't try to judge anyone or things from d surface only.And don't think just You all have feelings.

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  11. i think some1 felt like uncomfortable now... well.. who eat chili who can feel tat.. to fong gf, i think some1 tat involving in ur 'extrinsic factors' going uncomfortable now! hot or spicy? really felt like some1 playing smt behind u all... dun u think so, fong's gf?

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  12. wah wah fong...
    seems having problem?
    lol looks like got third person trying to involv btw u n wei shing?
    Wei...if u don appreciate her i chase her ni.jkjk..You should know how she treat u.
    U really love her or not?Let her know.
    she will feel insecure,cause she love u.Same as u will feel too.
    So just let her feel safe.
    And think whether whatever u done really worth for her to trust or not?
    Dude, i've got the experiene so that just advice don't take the wrong step that will make u regret huh?
    cause ur fren comments there makes me feel a bit weird oledi..someone seems want to separate you two?
    Manage it well with honesty,respect and appreciating what u had.

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  13. i have a bad feeling..
    btw, everyone, keep cool. fong ask for us to voice out.. so chill down.

    to fong gf: ah sou. dun angry k.. look, i just wanna see both of u ended up marrying each other, so i dun wan campur too deep la.. huhu..

    so here is a thing, we dun need to be a fried for 1000years just to know some1. sometime, even for 6 months, we can know that person better than those who knows that person for 6 years. fong, relax bro, dun feel sad. they juz care bout u.

    somemore, about the fighting part. well, my opinion is we should just listen the whole story from both sides. and what i mean is the truth, and din conceale anything. and keep cool when listening.

    and third person always exists, its just the matter of we notice it or not. some, the only way is, even though u ask someone for their opinion, or when u open up to somebody and they gv u their opinion, think about it, but dun take their opinion too seriously.

    when both of u talks, looks at each other eyes, and keep calm. dun too chong dong. i wont bring u anywhere if both of u fighting.. dun ungkit ungkit that bf have done lots for gf, gf done lots for bf, u done it because u love him/her, and what u only ask is for him/her to love u more, u din ask for any balasan whatsoever rite? so kuai to both of u.

    i hope that i din fire up anybody lo.... soryy if i got make anybody angry..

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  14. feng here..Thanks for every1 who dropped their comment...appreciated it very much

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