Butterfly........

Sigh..where should i start?? I dono is she suspect of me having another affair with other girls...but the reality is that im not...im loyal to a person only..but everytime i told her this she will start to ignore it and said that its just a lie..well i think the degree of her trust towards me is fading...Sometimes she will just start to changed her entire mood from happy into moody and she will just start to ignore me at all...i realise that my temper is getting bad..sometimes because of that i start to ram my car as hard as i can..i just want to release it...becuase of her my mood start to get distracted..i breathhless..but i cannot stand it sometimes....she just keep on doing it to me...trying to outburst me..mybe that was just from my point of view....this thing keep happen for a few months....i just cant stand it...its really suffer...she kept to end our relationship...well for me i just cannot accept it....i dont want to focus on other gals...its pointless to find another one...u think its easy to establish a relationship? u said it from the start...bertolak ansur...so where is it now?? did u showed it to me? she kept said that i always keep contact with gals..well did i?? i always called her to check my phone or anything related to it but she just refuse but she just keep suspect at me..i feel the pressure...well she just dint think of herself....check ur friendster and see how many guys try to approach you...but why dont u think about it? why u just keep on focused on me?? ur fren wanna buy phone u ask my opinion...so u said there is no guys in ur life? whatever u do u just kept it away from me...many people secretly msg u but u kept it away from me..what u expect? i know i wont force you so u think u just can step on me?i just borrow notes from my classmate...even that problem u start to ignore me and become moodless? or mybe i mistaken something? i think i did not....i just dono what is happening to you...

well...all my friends out there...if u realise that my mood sometimes change u wil know what happen to me rite?? if it is correct pls leave comment on here to let her know that im not this type of people..im getting frustrated...my final is around the corner...its enough for me...im tired...but i just wont let u go...its not im selfish...but its that i love u so much...

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